I´m all at sea.
where no one can bother me
forgot my roots
if only for a day
just me and my thoughts
sailing far away

I got those lyrics from jamie c’s song all at sea, played it randomly on my itunes , and realized that what it says refers to what i really need right now.
Thinking too much obviously is a bad thing to me, too all of us in fact.
Many things are undone, too many to be written down.
It would be the best thing for us to take a little time to forget all of the things that needed to be done, and just be an irresponsible brat even for just one night.
Back to the lyrics, words in this song inspire me to have a little break, an escape, a getaway, maybe a week in london? By myself? It could be a fun thing to do, maybe i’ll feel less lonely if i have a companion there, but what i really need is a slow vacation where i can do anything slowly without rushing nor hestitating, 1 or 2 companion will be great? Not more..

Tell me now what’s worth and what isn’t, cause i don’t know anymore, My perspective of seeing things is changed, well, not entirely but sure most of it, people say it’s a process of growing up, but to me, it’s process of becoming an identical being, and now i’m kind of avoiding it by trying many new things, well, too many! Am i trying to find my identity? Shoot, i’ve passed that part, and i don’t want to change, i like the way i am now, people will see that i am naive, but don’t think that i don’t know what’s going on, cause i do! I’ll just pretend that i don’t know, that way, i can see clearly who’s good and who’s not good to me. Well.. I got the picture now, 2 months quite enough for me to see through people, it’s more than enough indeed. Most of them will graduate next year, i’ll definetely miss some of them, but the other some, i couldn’t care less…
What’s really worth my time now are my girl, friends, and my way of having fun, perhaps my project? And my family of course.

well, this is england, where it all began,and where this language i use in my blog came from. i arrived here last monday, it’s not really like what i’ve had in mind, but thank god i don’t expect too much before i came here. the first day was rough, i didn’t even know why i came here that day, all that i thought about was my bed and pillow in my hometown. it’s been a week now, and i’m starting to adjust to the situation here, friends here (new n old) are nice, and better than i expected, plus i  also adjusted to the weather here already.

anyway, i already throw that summer dream of mine, and i’m starting to welcome winter to my life, let’s see where it will get me to, i don’t expect any high school drama such as backstab or mocking anymore, cuz really? can you still fall to that? what i’ll keep in mind is that i can’t trust someone who talk to me about someone behind her/his back because someday who he/she will talk about is me.and i won’t let it came to my life anymore, it’s time to grow up and let all things behind

“study hard and play hard”many people said that,and nothing’s wrong with that.

little bit of england

Darren shan Vampire series - point 9.5 - light reading

1.circue du freak

2.vampire’s assistant

3.tunnels of blood

4.vampire mountain

5.trials of death

6.vampire prince

7.hunters of the dusk

8.allies of the night

9.killers of the dawn

10.the lake of souls

11.lord of the shadows

12.sons of destiny

don’t claim yourself as vampire lover if you haven’t read this series

so far , this is the best book yet that i’ve ever read

the novel is so creepy,scary,dark that you couldn’t possibly put it down

after i read this whole series, i really hope for some more

the novel is about a boy who played with fire, and as a result, he trapped in the hell-like night creatures life, and the worst thing is, he can never go back to his normal life.

this book has movie version, which has additional characters, change of storyline, and some comedy. that’s why i don’t like the movie very much

i highly recommend this novel for creepy story lover, and the novel has main character’s point of view, you can find this series in local bookstore

Splice - adrien brody & sarah polley

this movie is amazingly disgusting, although it is very vulgar and gross, but it is very worthwatch, it’s about a hybrid of human-animal by a couple of scientist.

great effect

creative plot

i will give this movie 8.7

Killers- ashton kutcher & katherine heigl

this movie has a great setting, actors and actresses

the plot is ‘light’

this action comedy has a similar plot with knight n day. i would personally prefer knight n day because it has more action, but this movie is absolutely worthwatch

i will give this movie 8.2

this is the second time i’ve done a photo session with my buddy azwindy, and this is our first time in doing this session with angelin tjonadi,although this is her first time doing a photoshoot, she’s great and easy to cope with , and also she has a great bone structure, it’s quite hard to find a cool-girl look that she’s got :)

these are the most recent photos that i took , my favourite one is the first, because it has goth slash ninja thing goin on in it, and the second photo has ‘come out from nowhere’ fog, which give it more goth feel